Irritated.

I open up far to easily. Never a good thing. I'll probably scare you away before I can get a chance. I'd love to be able to stay away.. But there is something that is so irresistible that makes me want more. More of you. I cant quite distinguish what that might be. All the while I'm being so drawn in, the farther that you become. The farther I push you. I then try to distance myself, in the hopes of you coming back. But your always on my mind, lingering. Driving me mad. Leaving me nutty, and not entirely sure what to do.

Left waiting

All I can do is wait. Wait for the answer. Your decision. I don't know if I am ready. I don't know if I can wait any longer. The decision. It breaks my heart. You broke my heart.

This Breaks My Heart.

ksl.com - Driver hits UVU student a day after DUI court hearing

This makes me so sad and mad. Mad at the dumbie driver. From what I hear, Catey is doing well. My thoughts and prayers go out to family. Get better Catey.

Happy Birthday MOM!

I love my mother. As stubborn and particular as she is, she's mine and you can't have her. I'm sorry. Today is her birthday and I hope it is great. She deserves it.
My mother is one of the hardest workers. She finishes what she starts and already has something else already lined up after. She's always learning and wanting to learn more. She's been to hair school, massage school, and is now going to UVU, studying to be nurse.
My mother works at the AF hospital as a Pharmacy Technician. She is participating in the IHC 100 Day Fit Heart Challenge. She's been working out nearly everyday and eating healthy. More than I am doing. She's probably in better shape than I am. Way to go.
While I had moved out, I began to notice how much I truly alike I am with my mom. It make her giggle when I tell her this. I have grown a lot closer to her and I am sorry that it has taken this long. I love my mom and, again, Happy Birthday.

One Year.

A year ago today, our family had to say goodbye to our Baby Faith. Faith is our French Bulldog that w had for about nine years. I miss her everyday and wish for her presence. I will love and miss her her for always.

Growing

This song cover is growing on me. Rachelle showed this to me on the way home from hiking. Maybe the fact that it is the song itself that I love so deeply, and so it's almost mandatory to like this cover.

I forgot to mention that Beirut came to Utah the last month. I never thought Zach would have come to visit and was thrilled when I found out that he was. The concert was part of the Twilight Concert Series [free], which wouldn't have matter either way.. Nonetheless, it was absolutely wonderful and taking the Number One spot on my list.


Thank you Zach.

Lookat hoa qute

I yub eem!

Happy B Lated

I am nineteen now. Nothing to different. Right now, all I do is work work work WORK. I truly need a vacation. I have been trying to plan a trip to Disneyland. I would really like to go and I want so badly for it to work out. All I can do is cross my fingers and wish for the best.
On another note, I will FINALLY be starting Cosmetology School. For real this time. I will start on the twenty first of September. I would just like to start now. I am really excited and can hardly wait. :]

So Sari.

I'm HOME! I moved home over a week ago. I love it. I am still adjusting and getting use to the rules. But none the less, I am surely enjoying it.
That's all for now I think. :]

It's strange that I can feel lonely in crowd.

Aka

I got it.

Atticus. My kitty.
Not a very flattering picture of myself. But this is mine Jordan's pet kitty. Jordan was kind enough to buy him for me. I love them both. :] We got Atticus at the Humane Society in Murray. He hugs us (not even kitten) and nibbles/sucks on anyone's earlobes. He has a kitty cold and we hope he gets better soon. He loves to snuggle and them cat naps. He is the best.

I want this so bad.

Yub

Long Over Due

Lots has happened. Still no internet in the apartment. Went to the dentist and learned about tatar and the three new cavities in my mouth. Not a whole ton to say. But life is good :]