Hey..

I'm moving. Again. Hopefully this week. But this time it will be so good. I need to be packing now, but I'm too excited and need to tell. Girl time ALL THE TIME.

Tattoo Hungry

Lately tattoos are all I want. I want to be covered. I've been stumbling and tumbling about this tattoo interest and this is what I've come up with.

















I have more for later.

It's here.

Sheesh. It's about time. Today, it's beautiful outside. Today, I think Summer REALLY starts. And the fact this song came on while on shuffle makes this day feel even more like Summer.

All of his music makes me think of Summer, pastel colors, flowers.. So happy it's time.

Maybe This Time?

I really need to be better about this bloggins thang. I don't want to make any promises now about posting every day, or week.. Because I do not want to disappoint when I do not meet the expectations that I have publicly set for myself. Fingers crossed that more will be posted.

Summa Time

It's almost here. And with the Summer comes many event, which I am surely looking forward to. Warmth being one. Thursdays. Late late nights. Camping. Too many fun times coming up. I will also be moving in with my good friends, Rachelle and Melissa, into a basement apartment in Provo for a few months. I am so excited about this and look forward to the spontaneous dance parties, mostly between just the three of us, that will take place. Not to mention the tea parties, and crafties. I think this will be good for me. I love these girls so much and they will be good examples for me. We will see what will come from this. I'm feeling good about it. I'm ready for Summer and ready for FUN.

Now.

Everything seems to be more complicated then in really needs to be. Part of me really wants to run away from it. But that makes me a pansy. I don't want to be a pansy, okay.

And this.

This is grreat.

Sunday

A good day yesterday. The sun was shining. I only needed one jacket. Went to eat a Blue Plate with Tony. Listening to Glen Miller in the car added to the day. Tony ordered the usual.. I thought to try something new. It was so very delicious. After eating we decided to go to Ensign Peak. Rather than following the trail, we chose to climb up the side of the mountain to reach the top. I think it's the most exercise I've had in some time. WE made it none the less.
The view of the Salty Lake Valley. The view was beautiful and the sky was breath taking. Good thing was was able to capture everything in this picture..
And lookie how cute. I'm just happy to have spent the day with this cute kid. The cutes? He definitely has them. All over. I really like it.. and him.

80!

My 80th post. Sheesh. I need to get better at this thing.

WELLLL. I have another BLOGG. It's for school. Follow if you'd like.
thx kids

stolen.

This makes me happy.

then sad.

The Best Thing.

Holding hands. Under a blanket. While watching a movie. No one know but the two.

No More

I still don't understand why I am so drawn to you. Probably the silly games we play. The ones that drive me mad. The ones that leave us both confused. But the ones I love. I have to distance myself, in the hopes of drawing you nearer. I know I am being silly thinking it will work. But I become antsy. And I cave.. I need some contact. But you're not there. I am going to try to win these kiddy games we play. You wait and see.

New

The people I expected to be okay with it are mad.
The people I expected to be upset with it are happy.
Not the reactions I would have thought. But I think I love it.

Irritated.

I open up far to easily. Never a good thing. I'll probably scare you away before I can get a chance. I'd love to be able to stay away.. But there is something that is so irresistible that makes me want more. More of you. I cant quite distinguish what that might be. All the while I'm being so drawn in, the farther that you become. The farther I push you. I then try to distance myself, in the hopes of you coming back. But your always on my mind, lingering. Driving me mad. Leaving me nutty, and not entirely sure what to do.

Left waiting

All I can do is wait. Wait for the answer. Your decision. I don't know if I am ready. I don't know if I can wait any longer. The decision. It breaks my heart. You broke my heart.