Irritated.

I open up far to easily. Never a good thing. I'll probably scare you away before I can get a chance. I'd love to be able to stay away.. But there is something that is so irresistible that makes me want more. More of you. I cant quite distinguish what that might be. All the while I'm being so drawn in, the farther that you become. The farther I push you. I then try to distance myself, in the hopes of you coming back. But your always on my mind, lingering. Driving me mad. Leaving me nutty, and not entirely sure what to do.

Left waiting

All I can do is wait. Wait for the answer. Your decision. I don't know if I am ready. I don't know if I can wait any longer. The decision. It breaks my heart. You broke my heart.