The Weekend.

This weekend, again, was not the best.
I now find myself with more free time
than I would like. It's not completely
a bad thing.. But not good either.
I can't really afford all of the free
time that has just been given to me.

Can I tell you a secret?

I worry constantly that boy will
stop liking me one of these days..
That boy will fall in love with someone
cooler, prettier, more understanding than I.
It makes me so sad and scared. It breaks
my heart to think about but I can't
but think that. Boy is great. He is cute.
It wouldn't be hard for him..
Everyone likes him.

I just worry..